Its been a while since I have sent out a mass email. I feel drawn to do so at this time since there is alot of misinformation that is attempting to divide us even more than the pandemic already has. The information I am referring to is the labeling of the "unvaccinated" as selfish. I have not been "vaccinated" and I do not plan on getting "vaccinated". The "unvaccinated" persons may not be "vaccinated" for different reasons and I can not speak for everyone therefore I will share my story. I put the word "vaccine" in quotes because it is not an inoculation, it is an injection of unknown ingredients.
I am a very sensitive person including physically and there was a time where chronic health issues for me were triggered by the over prescription of antibiotics. That is when I became anti western medicine and into treating myself naturally only. Since I have welcomed western medicine back in and have married western and natural in the treatment of myself. I like to do what will support my body in being in the least amount of stress.
In Dec 2019 - Feb 2020 I became very ill with something I had never had before. I am 99% positive that it was the "Rona" and even though I was sick with it, I did fortunately recover with the exception of my right ear. At the time it was not acknowledged that it was in the US and when I let the receptionist at the clinic know I may have been exposed through working in grocery, he rolled his eyes. I have actually been exposed to the Rona since and tested negative and did not get sick because I already have the antibodies from my previous infection.
I worked in grocery over a year during the pandemic when the "vaccine" became available to the grocery workers. The "vaccine" for us was nowhere in sight, I left for a long weekend and when I came back there was immense pressure to get "vaccinated" immediately. I put an immediate hault to the pressure I let in and said I need to meditate on it. During the time I was working, before I made the decision for myself, customers with "vaccine" regrets started trickling in. The first one being the worst shingles outbreak the female customer had ever had. That was a huge sign for me to not get the "vaccination" because I have chronic active epstein barr virus and do not want that to be triggered again.
While sick with chronic active epstein barr virus, I received little support or validation. Over 5 years I spent tens of thousands of dollars out of my own pocket while not able to work at the capacity I desired, especially with how expensive my treatments were. Not to mention the chronic pain and chronic fatigue I was in, the time it took me to heal including going to appointments, and the trauma of being that sick, tired, and in pain. Why would I want to risk all that time, work, money, healing to pacify others by getting an injection of unknown ingredients? Why would I want to risk all that time, work, money and healing to pacify others who would not offer me support if I did have a reaction or if my illness was triggered again?
This leads me to emphasize that Big Pharma has zero liability if you get sick from a vaccination. Even though Big Pharma makes billions of dollars a year off vaccinations, they have zero liability if someone gets sick from one of their vaccinations. This is thanks to the Ronald Reagan era of deregulation and our continued trajectory towards corporatocracy. Is it possible that we live in a faux democracy and actually in a corporatocracy? Is it possible that we are influenced to do what is best, not for ourselves but for big business? As so many Americans have struggled during the past year, isnt it interesting that Bill Gates, and Jeff Bezos have gotten wealthier? If Big Pharma did accept liability or if employers who were pressuring their employees to get vaccinated were accepting liability we would be having a different dialogue right now.
Since the initial lady with the worst shingles outbreak ever, I have spoken with at least a dozen plus others who regret their vaccination decision. One night while working in grocery I had three separate female customer in a row who let me know they regretted getting the vaccine. Regardless of the suffering of others, I have received internal guidance through meditation and hypnosis that the "vaccination" is not for me.
Everyone should be doing what they feel safe and comfortable with, not pacify others who have no liability or offer no support. So instead of pressure each other, instead of shame each other, instead of call each other names, lets support each other in our individual decisions of what makes us feel safe and comfortable. Lets challenge ourselves to be more open minded and know that we all have different constitutions and circumstances. Lets challenge ourselves to be more compassionate. Lets challenge Big Pharma that if they are so confident in their injection, they should take on more liability. Lets challenge employers that if they pressure or make it mandatory for their employees to have the injection, they should take on the liability too. Lets offer our support and validation by reading these stories... https://www.c19vaxreactions.com/
I had a dream two nights ago. I was at my Grandmother Pinky's house. (Pinky crossed over a few years ago. Since, I sense her in my home or around me often, I have dreams about her and/ or her home sometimes, and I believe she just recently became one of my guides in training. It is not unusual for me to feel closer to people once they have crossed over, contributing to my unique perspective on death or as I like to say, our continuance.) I sat at the table and across from where she would sit. Others were with me but I am not sure who or where they were sitting. It was but wasn't her house because another "party" entered to sit at another table in the entry way at her side door. In that party was one of my ex boyfriends who pretended like he did not know me. I called him out on it. I can not remember if I used the word deny while calling him out or only as I was describing the dream to a friend. But denial becomes an important word when analyzing this dream. I was looking out the window while sitting at Granny Pinky's table. I saw an expansive galaxy or star system then I realized it was lights on a UFO and the UFO was the size of multiple football fields. I called for everyone to come to the window and see the sight I was seeing. They either didn't believe me because they do not believe in UFOs or were uninterested. It was unfortunate because the ETs were coming for a preliminary visit before they evacuate us off Mother Earth a couple of days later. As Mother Earth has become uninhabitable for humans to live and she needs us to leave so she can heal herself. The next morning I shared this dream with a fellow dream worker. She asked what i was in denial about. As I was talking to her, I went into a meditative state and received clarity that I was tapping in to the collective denial that we are in denial that we are killing the planet. And when I say killing the planet, I mean making it uninhabitable to humans and unfortunately making it uninhabitable for all of the insects, animals, and sea creatures too. I believe Mother Earth is very powerful and has the ability to cleanse and nourish and heal herself, she just needs us (at our present vibration) off of the planet to do so. And unfortunately the insects, animals, and sea creatures are suffering because of what we have done. I was talking to a friend last night who validated my dream. She had just watched a documentary by a division of Green Peace that states that the life in the ocean is only going to live for another 25 years. How much longer are we going to be able to live after the oceans are dead? And will we even want to live after the oceans are dead? Its just like the honey bees, if the honey bees die, we can only live for another 4 years after their deaths. Yet we continue to spray chemicals that kill them.
This takes me back to when I went to NYC on a High School art trip. I was born and raised Christian but I never felt close to God in a church, I always felt close to God when I was outside on a walk in nature. Even though I love Christ, Christianity never resonated with me. It never resonated with me to judge others when Christ didn't and the Bible says to not judge. It never resonated with me to judge others of different religions or for their sexual preferences. It also never resonated with me that we have this one guilt ridden life then we are awarded with heaven or condemned to hell. Really? one chance then we are condemned to hell for an eternity, I don't think so. Or worse, we can go through life hurting, damaging, having no desire or effort to learn, grow, love, be compassionate but we can go to church for one hour out of 168 a week and be awarded with heaven for eternity, I don't think so And yes, you can believe in Christ and not be Christian. For some reason people seem shocked when I tell them that is an option. It may come across that I am being discriminatory against Christians but that is not the case. I was born and raised Christian, went through oppression being born and raised Christian, and later was in a spiritually abusive romantic relationship and then a spiritually abusive work relationship that I am still processing. I am prejudiced against the power that is held over people in the name of God, the judgments, the wars, the abuse all in the name of God. When Christ loves so much and vibrates so high and would never want judgement, war, or abuse in his name. So I was in High School and I was in NYC and I was sitting in the planetarium and I was being introduced to the infinite universes that so resonate with me. I remember thinking, "Not only are we one small planet in our universe but we are one small planet in the infinite universes, there is no way that there is only life on Earth." In the infinite universes, in the multiverse, the Earth is like a speck of dust. Of course there is other life elsewhere. When I was in my early to mid 20's my cousin and friend, Ben died. That is when I first felt a seedling of safety to believe in past lives. Ben is a full blown Angel now. :)
This brings me back to UFOs and Aliens and ETs. How are we living on this speck of dust in the infinite universes and the multiverse and there isn't UFOs or Aliens or ETs? There is! Even the CIA and the Military and Ivy League Schools are starting to admit it! But it is still taboo? Speaking with my friend last night about my dream, the movie she watched, and the planet I felt drawn to share poems I had written a few year ago. But when I woke up this morning, the dream from two nights ago was still so prominent in my mind and I still felt so much urgency to more specifically share it. Just opening dialogue in regards to the state of planet Earth; and UFOs, Aliens, and ETs.